Wassup & welcome to my blog. I've decided I'm gonna start posting here daily and talkin to yall and shit. Juss so yall can keep up with the inner workings of mah mind. Somedays I'll ramble about nothing. Other times I'll juss state what I'm thinkin. Somedays I'll say how my day went. All depends on how *I* feel cuz its MY blog.
Get Wit ;) lol
Well Incase Some Of You Didn't Know, I've Been Thinking of Moving Away To College. I Dunno If Its Gonna Happen or Not But The Odds Are Gettin Slightly Better. I Was Accepted To A School In Texas And I'm Probably Gonna Go Ahead & Go.
Like... Besides The Fact That I've ALWAYS Wanted to Attend An HBCU, I Feel Like Nothin's Keepin Me Here In LA. There's Very Little Here In LA That Is Worth Me Staying. Over The Past 6 or 7 Years I Think Its Safe To Say I've Seen More Shit Than Anyone Should Have 2 See or Go Through. And Juss... I Dunno.
Don't Really Wanna Turn This Into a Rant or Complaint But, I Dunno How I Feel Anymore. I Was Pretty Happy To Get My 1st Acceptance Letter But Now I Feel Like I May Be Punkin Out. Like My Reasons For Leaving Are No Longer To Get An Education or a Black College Experience. Its Just Startin To Feel Like I'm Runnin... Runnin From Everything & Everyone. Instead of Staying And Facing My Problems Like A MAN.
Either Case, I Don't Feel Like I Currently Possess What I Need To Face Those Problems. And Maybe If I Go, Start Fresh & Become The Man I'm Meant To Be On My Own Terms, I Can Actually Overcome The Hurdles That Are Blocking My Progress Here...
I Dunno... Just Had To Ramble A Bit. Get That Off My Chest. Been Thinkin About That For A Minute Now. But Anyway, Welcome 2 Tha Blog Folks. Catch Yall Laterz...
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