Flashback...

I Wish I Could Say I Was Alright.



I Wish I Could Smile An Authentic Smile Right Now.



I Wish That... I Wish That...



I Dunno WTF I'm Wishing For.



I Wasn't Even Gonna Blog On The Topic But I'm Upset.



My World Came Crashing Down In Seconds Juss Over 7 Hours Ago.



And I Dunno WTF To Say Or How To Feel.



Now I Feel Paranoid. Insecure. Vurnerable To Defeat.



Juss Not A Good Feeling. And I Haven't Been Able To Shake It.



U Lied. U Lied. U Lied. U Lied. U Lied.

U FUCKING LIED

And I Dunno WTF To Do With This Situation.

Just Add Another Fucked Up Page To The Story Of "My Life".

Everytime I Picture U Two Together In My Mind I Fuckin Cringe.

Body Begins To Ache. Shut Mah Eyes. Just Kinda Collapse. Can't Even Finish My Fucking Meal.

I'm Sad. Angry. Upset. Distraught. Bewildered. And Heartbroken.

And It's All Because Of You...