Thoughts

OK, it's definently been a long week. And it's only Thursday. lol. It's like 3am and I was about 2 go 2 sleep but I decided to stay up a lil longer and give a blog cuz I haven't been on here in a few days or whatever. Anyways, moving on.

I had a long talk wit somebody who's really important to me today. Somebody I love with everything in me. And this talk has made me feel a lot better about who I am and the things going on in our lives right now. I got a better understanding of whats going on between us & I think that everythings gonna be alright.

Off of that shit, tonight was my last nite of work till AT LEAST Sunday or Monday. Which is awesome. Cause I was for damn sure getting sick of Marshalls and them lame ass customers. It's just been hell and I can't wait till I find somethin better and give them niggas the deuces. Marshalls can seriously blow me right about now. Like, real shit. lol

KANYE WEST!!! Saturday June 7th, 2008 @ Staples Center!!!!

I can't wait! Going with Lauren, my favorite scorpio ever. She introduced me to the wonderful world of concerts. She took me to my first concert ever which was the "Late Registration Tour" wit Kanye, Keyshia Cole & Fantasia... so this is sorta like a homecoming. I hear it's the hottest concert around and one of the best in years so I'm hella excited. Rihanna, Lupe & N.E.R.D will be there so that's pretty hot. Looking forward to it. I'll keep yall updated with how that turns out & such...

Oh. I met sexiness recently. The sexiest thing I've ever seen. And I love it. LOL

Goodnite!

Four Simple Words That Completely Ruined My Day...

Maybe I should slow it down a bit. I dunno. This is a new situation. Something totally different than I'm used to. Not gonna go into detail but... I haven't been this confused in quite some time. Is this a waste of time... decent investment? Shit I don't know. I just wish these answers were easier to come by. I wish the future was more apparent and obvious. I don't like guessin games & I've never been one who knew how to "paitently wait".

Four words have pretty much thrown my whole day & psyche off. But I mean, I'm a big boy. I can take care of myself. And whatever happens after this moment. I will be 100% responsible for it's outcome, good or bad. Nobody to blame or thank but myself. And I'm cool with that. It's just this feeling of uncertainty. Not knowing whats gonna happen. It's all slightly overwhelming. Don't know what I'm gonna do just yet. But... I hope whatever I decide, I won't have to look back 6months from now pissed off thinking, "wtf did u do that for".

Only time will tell.